I want to kill myself..

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  • When I was 16 years old, my stepdad took my virginity. I didn't really say anything, so I don't know if it could be classified as rape or consent. Ever since then, I've had a deep hatred for myself and sometimes thought about killing myself. I haven't told my mom and it's been three years since the incident happened. I am now 19 years old and it still bothers me, especially when I think about being in relationships. I feel like I'm too dirty to he loved by someone else, it's just disgusting!!! I hate myself so much, I don't know what to do anymore

    Posted 10 months ago

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    • Honey you are not dirty or disgusting AT ALL! 3 years isnt that much time. You are becoming an adult. You were a child when this happened! NOT YOUR FAULT EITHER. You dont know what to do? Get help. Thats what u need to do. You need help to deal with it all. Its a lot! Sending much good vibes your way.

      Posted 10 months ago

    • God no your just fine I no someone that can help you as in if you just need to talk. I'd say that's what's really bothering you. Is keeping it all inside anyway text this numb if you want 606/669/3952 his name is bill

      Posted 9 months ago

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