I love my friend but can't stand her sometimes

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  • I like hanging out with her but always feel reluctant to. First of all, we are both meth users. We're not addicts but we party every now and then. Feel free to judge us. It is what it is. Anyway, many times she does nothing but talk about herself. The shit that's fucked up in her life, how everyone treats her like shit, how she does anything for family and friends, blah blah blah!! If she spends all this time talking shit about everyone, what makes me think she doesn't bitch about me? I just get a feeling she's pretentious and secretly hates everyone and everything. I find her contradicting herself all the time. I've heard her flat out lie to people, people who are supposed to be close to her. She always tries to be witty and thinks she's so funny. I seriously cringe at times at some of the things she says. She can be rude, mean, even racist at times. She knows I'm half Asian but thinks it's acceptable to make fun of and say some pretty fucked up shit. She never asks much about me and when she does, it's not genuine. I really do love my friend but it really gets difficult as fuck sometimes!! I don't know how to handle this. I hate confrontation and I don't want to hurt her feelings, it's not my nature. I just wish we can have fun and enjoy each others company like we used to. It hurts. I don't want to end our friendship but it seems inevitable. I haven't spoken with her for two days. I haven't logged into Facebook and shut my phone off knowing she's tried to call, text, or message me. Seriously, if anyone has any advice on how or what I should do, I would greatly appreciate it!!

    Posted 1 month ago

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