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Bleeding

I can't remember the last day that I didn't cut myself. I hide the stupid knife in my fucking closet. I live with two males (I'm a female) and I pay the rent all by myself. The nights that I don't work, I cry myself to sleep. It's a one bedroom ap...

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188 weeks 6 days 20 hours 38 minutes 14 seconds ago
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Why do we keep lying?

I can handle anything. I've been abused, raped, hit, yelled at, and drug through the dirt. I'm with this guy no, but he lies to me! I keep catching him, and most of them are minor. So why not just save yourself the trouble and tell me the truth? ...

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189 weeks 0 days 12 hours 28 minutes 13 seconds ago
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emotionless

I rarely show any kind of emotion. Neither good or bad, I keep everything in even hiding from myself. My mom always judges me about anything I say so why even bother. My dad never says anything, I've never had a conversation with him about anythi...

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189 weeks 1 day 19 hours 15 minutes 44 seconds ago
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I hate my life rn

Everything seems so shit right now. University is not going well, a bunch of my loved ones are seriously ill, I'm not in too great of a mental state and I just want to break down. I just want to breakdown and have someone hold me and tell me it wi...

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190 weeks 4 days 23 hours 5 minutes 46 seconds ago
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why do I continue

I Don't Believe I Will Ever Find Real Happiness, I Lie In Bed Every Single Day Trying To Find A Single Reason To Get Up. I Have Yet To Find A Reason To Be Happy if I Do Drag My Ass Out Of Bed, And I Plaster A Fake Grin On My Face To trudge Back An...

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190 weeks 5 days 11 hours 43 minutes 38 seconds ago
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depressed

Every day I dream of killing myself. Every weekend I overdose on painkillers and alcohol, yet I still wake the next day. I have had enough.

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191 weeks 2 days 4 hours 14 minutes 39 seconds ago
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Ya, that happened.

I fucked my husbands best friend. But before you freak out, let me justify. My husband is in jail. I'm 18, I've been married 7 months, and he is in jail. He lied to me. He didn't want to get married in my church, and he molested over 9 people....

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191 weeks 4 days 3 hours 50 minutes 26 seconds ago
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Neknominations

Whenever I go on Facebook and see all these videos of people doing these "Neknominations". I tell myself that it's pointless and it's not important that I get nominated, but deep down it just makes me realize that I don't have any real f...

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191 weeks 4 days 10 hours 5 minutes 54 seconds ago
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On the other side of the planet

About 2 weeks ago I abandoned everything I had and moved to a different country on the side of the world. Now I feel like this was a huge mistake. I went on this government program that sends students to study abroad and right now I'm living in a ...

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192 weeks 0 days 6 hours 58 minutes 0 seconds ago
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Health

I feel like I'm dead. I feel like I've been dead for a long time. I'm tired of my poor health. I want to get back to being myself, where I can focus on college and have confidence in my body - but this isn't going to happen until my skin's fixed a...

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192 weeks 4 days 7 hours 7 minutes 35 seconds ago
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